tabase usakaa mere yahaan aanaa jaanaa shuru ho gayaa thaa. mainne use bahut se doosare games khilaane ki qoshish kari, par wo Mario par hi laut jaataa thaa.
saath hi mainne use word aur excel sikhaane ki qoshish kari. par usane jhaant baraabar ruchi bhi nahin lee.
mainne use foxpro aur perl ke kuchh command bataaye, par usane unamein bhi koi ruchi nahin lee. meri game na khelane dene ki dhamakiyon kaa bhi us par koi asar nahin huaa.
phir ek din mainne WordArt mein usakaa naam do-teen tarah se, kai rangon mein likhanaa sikhaayaa, tab usaki ruchi jaagi. aur usi din qareeb chaar ghante computer par baith kar usane wordart par poori mastry haasil kar lee thee, mujhase bhi behatar.
agale din mainne use paintbrush sikhaayaa. wo bhi usako pasand aayaa, aur ek hafte mein hi wo usamein dasiyon cheezein banaa chukaa thaa.
phir mainne use powerpoint sikhaayaa. net par se mainne kuchh jpeg/gif download kareen, aur use slide show banaanaa sikhaayaa. wo hafte bhar mein usamein bhi sab kuchh karane lagaa thaa.
ek din mainne uncle se doodh ke stall par kahaa, "sorry uncle, wo letter type karanaa seekhane ko bilkul taiyaar nahin hai. par wo drawing wagairah bahut achchi banaa rahaa hai. use rangon aur lakeeron ki bahut achchhi samajh hai."
main uncle ko apane kamare par laayaa aur Junaid ki banaaee drawings aur presentation dikhaaye. unhein bhi wo achchhe lage. unhone yah bhi bataayaa ki ab Junaid kaa zyaadaatar waqt mere kamare par hi beet rahaa thaa, isaliye usakaa usake aawaaraa doston ke saath uthanaa baithanaa bilkul band ho gayaa thaa. wo bahut khush the.
mainne uncle ko suggest kiyaa ki Junaid ko kahin multimedia kaa course join karawaa dein. mujhe wo sab theek se nahin aataa thaa.
mainne to apanaa computer laundon se chatting karane aur gay-sex ki sites ko dekhane ke liye layaa huaa thaa.
jaate waqt uncle ne bataayaa ki Junaid kaa ladakiyaan phasaanaa abhi bhi jaari hai. unhonne mujhase request karee, ki kisi tarah Junaid ko us sab mein bhi sudhaaroon.
agale din uncle junaid ko jabardasti apane ek dost ke computer center par le gaye. uncle ke dost ne Junaid ko multimedia ke baare mein bataayaa, aur usamein unake students ki banaaee hui kai cheezein dikhaaeen. Junaid multimedia par fidaa ho gayaa.
phir uncle ke dost ne Junaid ko bataayaa ki multimedia mein animation bhi aataa hai jisamein cartoon film, advertisements aur filmein bhi banati hai. Terminator, Matrix, Jurassic Park, Independence Day ke kuchh scene dikhaa kar, unaki analysis kar ke bhi bataayaa ki yah computer par kaise banaaee gaee hain.
Junaid paagal ho gayaa. usane fauran apane papa se kah diyaa ki use unake traveling business, aur buson aur caron mein koi ruchi nahin hai, aur wo multimedia mein hi career banaayegaa.
uncle ki request par unake dost ne Junaid ko 8th mein hone ke baawajood apane yahaan multimedia ke 2 saal ke course admission de diyaa. lekin unhonne Junaid se waadaa liyaa ki wo padhaaee mein man lagaayegaa aur graduate zaroor banegaa.
uncle ne Junaid ko promise kiyaa ki agar wo is saal 8th mein achchhe numbaron se paas hotaa hai to wo usake liye ek badhiyaa computer khareed denge.
agale din shaam ko uncle aunty khud chal kar mere room par aaye, aur mujhe sau baar shukriyaa adaa kiyaa.
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waise ab Junaid mere saath bahut izzat se, bahut pyaar se pesh aane lagaa thaa. wo achchhi tarah khul gayaa thaa. ham donon mein sex par bhi baatein hotee theen, usaki sex-llife par, meri nahin. Junaid mujhe apane saare affairs ke baare mein sab kuchh bataa chukaa thaa. wo ab tak 18 ladakiyon ke saath sex kar chukaa thaa.
Junaid ka pahalaa sex mohalle ki hi ek 35 saal ki aunty ke saath huaa thaa. Junaid tab 12 saal kaa thaa. usakaa maal pahali baar aunty ke bhonsade mein hi jhadaa thaa. zaahir thaa ki us aunty ne hi Junaid ko phansaayaa thaa. par aunty ne Junaid ke jism se poore maze lene ke chakkar mein use sex ki poori training de daali thee. wo chakkar 2 saal tak chalaa thaa. phir un aunty ke husband kaa kahin transfer ho gayaa thaa aur wo doosare shahar chalee gaye the.
aur phir Junain ne aunty se mili training ko freelancer ban kar istemaal karanaa shuru kiyaa thaa. ladakiyon kaa dimaag kaise chalataa hai, unakaa dhyaan kaise kheenchaa jaaye, unaki himmat kaise badhaaee aur ghataaee jaaye, unako garm aur thandaa kaise kiyaa jaaye, ye sab usake liye waise hi the, jaise usaki umr ke baaki ladakon ke liye patang udaanaa hotaa hai.
oopar se, ab 14 saal mein usakaa badan bhi aunty par garmi nikaal nikaal kar aisaa nikhar chukaa thaa ki jannat ke farishte bhi usake saamane nahin tik paate.
usane bataayaa ki wo phansaai gai har ladakiyon ki choot, gaand, munh sabhi chodataa thaa, binaa condom ke. aaj tak jis ladaki par usaka dil, oops, lund aayaa thaa, wo usaki taangon ke neeche zaroor pahunchi thi. shuru ki pansaaee hui do auntiyaan shaadi shudaa theen, 25, 30 saal ki. wo abhi bhi mohalle mein hi rahati theen. Junaid ne 30 saal ki aunty kaa 3 saal kaa betaa bhi mujhe dikhaayaa thaa aur kahaa ki wo bachchaa aunty ke husband kaa nahin, usakaa hai.
usake baad ki teen ladakiyaan pahale hi seal tudaa chuki theen, magar usake baad ki saari ladakiyaan usane naap-taul kar peti-pack hi chodi theen.
abhi pichhale saal ek ladaki ko pahali baar chodate samay jab Junaid ne paayaa thaa ki wo ladaki pahale se chudi huyi thi, to usane us ladaki ko binaa chode hi bhagaa diyaa thaa.
yah sab mainne usase maze le le kar nahin sunaa thaa. main use samajhaataa rahataa thaa ki apani ichchhaaon ko yuun khulaa nahine ghoomane denaa chaahiye.
wo sunataa bhi thaa, maanataa bhi thaa, aur usaki ladakiyaan jodane ki lat lagbhag khatm ho chuki thi. ab jo bachaa thaa, wo lat nahin, ek zaroorat thi, usaki majaboori thi.
jab usakaa lund khadaa hotaa thaa to use ek chhed chaahiye hotaa thaa. aur phir use koi na koi aisi ladaki mil hi jaati thi jo filmein, TV, cable dekh kar chudane ke baare mein saari theory samajh chuki thi aur ab practical karanaa chaahati thi.
poori duniyaa kaa yahee haal thaa, isamein us bechaare 18 saal ke bachche ko kyaa dosh denaa.
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ab mere original iraade ko pooraa karane kaa waqt aa gayaa thaa.
aur phir ek ghatanaa ne meraa plan mere saamane pesh kar diyaa.
Junaid ke milane ke baad se mainne kisi ladake ko nahin chodaa thaa. meraa lund phanphanaataa rahataa thaa, par koi ladakaa ab meri nazar mein chadataa hi nahin thaa. main junaid ko chodane kaa soch soch kar muth maar letaa thaa, par muth maarane se maal nikal jaataa hai, badan ki garmi nahin nikalati. badan ki garmi to kisi chikane launde ke badan par kasrat kar ke nikalati hai. muth maarane se pyaas aur bhadak jaati thi. meraa man gandiyaa rahaa thaa.
aur ek din jab main aise hi sirf chaddhi pahane apane kamare mein apane bistar par so rahaa thaa, to mainne junaid ko chodane kaa sapanaa dekhaa. aur phir main jab jagaa thaa, to mere badan par, lund par aur chaddar par meraa maal bikharaa huaa thaa.
sote sote hi meraa maal jhad gayaa thaa, aur mujhe maaloom hi nahin padaa thaa.
meraa plan mujhe mil gayaa thaa jise mainne motion mein daalaa.
ab tak main Junaid ko folder access karanaa, files dhoondhanaa, extensions, film chalaanaa, net connect karanaa, google karanaa wagairah sikhaa chukaa thaa.
ab mainne use computer par akelaa rahane kaa mauqaa denaa shuru kar diyaa thaa. main use computer par kuchh karataa chhod kar nahaane chalaa jaataa, kuchh khareedane chalaa jaataa, ghoomane chalaa jaataa thaa. kai baar main din ki shift mein Junaid ko room mein chhodkar factory bhi chalaa jaataa thaa, aur usase kah jaataa thaa ki jaate samay kamaraa lock kar chaabhi neeche makaan maalik ko de de. kai baar main use computer par kaam karane de kar, computer ke bagal mein pade palang par lete lete ghanton koi jaasoosi novel padhataa rahataa thaa, yaa so jaataa thaa.
lihaazaa ab Junaid ko mere computer par kaafi time akele mil jaataa thaa, jab main yah nahin dekh rahaa hotaa thaa ki wo kyaa kar rahaa hai. waise bhi multimedia mein interest aane ke baad usakaa Mario ka shauq kam ho gayaa thaa. usane papa ke dost ke centre se CD laa kar Adobe, Coral, 3dmax wagairah load kar diye the, jinhein wo seekha karataa thaa. wo centre mein seekhi cheezein mujhe bataayaa karataa thaa.
usake jaane ke baad main recent files list, My documents, Temp, Tmp, My downloaded files, browser history, find history wagairah mein jaa kar check karane lagaa ki usane aaj akele mein kyaa kiyaa hai. aur mujhe maaloom pad gayaa ki Junaid mere computer mein dhoondh doondh kar sexual content ki files dekhaa karataa hai. wo net par sex sites par bhi jaataa thaa.
mainne Junaid ko yah sab details nahin sikhaaye the, isaliye wo nahin jaanataa thaa ki computer band karane ke baad bhi usakaa kiyaa usamein padaa rahataa hai.
mainne Junaid ko net par sexual cheezein dekhane ke baare mein sakhti se manaa kar rakhaa thaa, aur bol rakhaa thaa ki agar kabhi bhi mujhe maaloom padaa ki usane aisaa kuchh dekhaa hai, to main pahale to khud usaki achchhi tarah pitaaee karoongaa, phir usake paapaa aur mummy ko bhi jaa kar usake saamane bataauungaa, aur usakaa yahaan aanaa band kar doongaa.
lekin main apane anubhavon se jaanataa thaa ki jab lund tannaataa hai to koi salaah, koi huqm, koi waadaa, koi resolution kaam nahin karataa hai. usake lund ki uchhaal ne bhi use yah sab dekhane par mazaboor kar diyaa thaa. meraa plan sahi dishaa mein jaa rahaa thaa.
chidiyaa jaal par baith chuki thi, mujhe bas jaal kheenchanaa thaa.
waise usane guess to kiyaa hi hogaa ki main khud yah sab dekhataa hoon, magar usane mujhe bhi female sex waali siton par jaane waalaa samajhaa hogaa. aur phir waakai mein usane browser mein recent urls mein jaa kar meri ghoomi hui sites par jaanaa shuru kar diyaa thaa. mainne paayaa ki wo mere peechhe CD laa ke bhi dekhataa thaa. bambaiyaa filmein, sex comedy to ham saath-saath baith kar dekhate the, isaliye unamein chhupaaane ki koi baat nahin thi. zaahir thaa ki agar mujhase chhupaa kar wo koi CD laa kar dekh rahaa hai, to usamein kyaa hogaa.
meraa kaam is sabase badh gayaa thaa kyonki ab mujhe gay sex se related apani urls wagairah ki history clear karani padati thi. main filhaal gay sex content access karane ki jagah aisi sites access kar rahaa thaa, jinmein male aur female sex donon tarah ke content hon. wo wahaan pahunchegaa bhi to sochegaa ki main female sex dehane gayaa thaa. mainne sochaa thaa ki isi bahaane wo kabhi to male sex links par click karegaa, aur phir usaki ruchi jagegi.
mainne apani gay sex ki pics ke collections, saare gay video ek ke bheetar ek teen chaar baar winzip karke alag alag password se protect karke rakh diye the. mainne apani gay BP ki CDs ko computer table ki sabase neeche waali drawer mein rakh diyaa thaa, jisamein hameshaa taalaa lagaa rahataa thaa, aur jisaki chaabhi har waqt mere batuwe mein rahati thee. oopar ki donon drawer khuli rahati theen, aur unamein aam saa saamaan thaa. ab main usamein kabhi kabhi female sex ki BP laa kar jaan boojh kar rakhane lagaa thaa. wo dekhe to achchaa hai.
magar mujhe afasos bhi huaa aur khushi bhi jab mainne paayaa ki wo male sex ke kisi link ko bhi clink nahin kar rahaa hai. afasos isaliye kyonki usako ladakon mein koi ruchi nahin thi isaliye meraa kaam badh gayaa thaa, khushi isaliye ki isakaa matalab thaa ki mujhe wo ladakon ke maamale mein tan aur man se ekdam kunwaaraa milane waalaa thaa.
mujhe ab usaki browsing mein ek periodicity nazar aane lagi thi. jab Junaid kisi ladaki ko chod daalataa thaa, jinake baare mein wo mujhe bataataa rahataa thaa aur meraa lecture sunaa karataa thaa, usake baad wo kaafi dinon tak mere computer par ye sab nahin dekhataa tha. wo man lagaa kar multimedia kiyaa karataa thaa aur kabhi kabhi Mario khel letaa thaa.
par phir qareeb 15-20 dinon ke baad jab usaka lund phir se par phadphadaane lagataa hogaa to usakaa dhyaan phir se in sab cheezon par badh jaataa thaa.
ab mainne yah predict karanaa shuru kiyaa ki wo kab agali ladaki phansaane aur chodane waalaa hai. aur mainne paayaa ki mere prediction mein zyaadaa se zyaadaa ek din kaa gap ho rahaa thaa.
mere prediction ke hisaab se wo agali ladaki kal chodane waalaa thaa.
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